im tired..im freaking tired...i wish someday you will appreciate the things that i've done that someday you will proud of me too...im tired of pushing myself to you...to be close with you...i wish you can feel what i feel right now...since i was young...i know and im thankful that u're giving us...me the material things that i need...but the appreciation and love is what i need...is what im dreaming...wishing since then...i reached this age without experiencing the happiness that my other siblings had...im tired MOM...im tired...please sometimes let me feel that im one of ur child...you didn't know how it hurts everytime i saw u with my sisters laughing...chatting..bonding together...u didn't even notice how hard i cried..every night...almost every day..wishing and praying that we can also bond together...
if you notice that im much closer to dadi its just because he's the only person that made me feel special...since i was young he's the only person that loves me very much...he's the one who makes me whole...who makes me feel that i have this what they call family...he's the only person who can stop my tears...who can talk to me sincerely...
im so tired...really really tired...that pushes me to think that its better if i died...maybe if that happens i can watch you graving...and crying for me...or even i can feel that you also love me...
if you notice that im much closer to dadi its just because he's the only person that made me feel special...since i was young he's the only person that loves me very much...he's the one who makes me whole...who makes me feel that i have this what they call family...he's the only person who can stop my tears...who can talk to me sincerely...
im so tired...really really tired...that pushes me to think that its better if i died...maybe if that happens i can watch you graving...and crying for me...or even i can feel that you also love me...
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